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bu zhi bu jue... my blogger blog and lj blog are at the same pace lerx.. this is my 51st entry for lj, when i blog blogger, it wld be it's 51st entry as well.
hahax.
time really flies ehhh. half a yr is almost gone. yr20o5. duan duan de ban nian. dai gei wo de hui yi reng shi wu shu de. sighhhx. zai blurty shuo le, wo hao hai pa yi wang. wo zhi dao wo shi yi ge hen rong yi shi ying huan jing, hen rong yi man zu yu xian zhuang de ren. hen kuai de, yi qian de shi qing wo ye xu bu zai liu nian. ru guo wo hu ran ji de wo men zai yi qi suo du guo de zhong zhong shi guang, xiang xin na ge shi hou, lian shang gua zhe de zhi shi dan dan de wei xiao.
wo bu xi wang zhe yang.
zhe yang dai biao le wo shi yi ge... bu huai jiu de ren le mar? haiii. why did i type everything in hanyu pinying? weird me.
btw.. here are some really nice songs..
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[一千年以後]
_林俊傑_
心 跳亂了節奏 夢也不自由
愛 是個絕對承諾 不說 撐到一千年以后
放任無奈 淹沒塵埃
我在廢墟之中守著你走來 喔
我的淚光 承載不了 喔
所有一切你要的愛(所有一切你需要的愛)
因為在 一千年以后 世界早已沒有我
無法深情挽著你的手 淺吻著你的額頭
別等到 一千年以后 所有人都遺忘了我
那時紅色黃昏的沙漠 能有誰
解開纏繞千年的寂寞 纏繞千年的寂寞
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+她的睫毛+
[周傑倫]*
亲爱的总些事没办法教 表情错的有一点糟 赖着不走
会让人 很感冒 以上这道理我全都了 我将不该犯的错都默背好
仔细观察她的喜好 而我紧绷的外表 向上紧后的发条
等她的答案揭晓 她的睫毛 弯的嘴角 无预警的对我笑
没有预兆 出乎预料 竟然先对我示好 她的睫毛 弯的嘴角
用眼神对我拍照 我戒不掉 她的微笑 洋溢幸福的味道
有些是没办法教 表情错的有一点糟 赖着不走 会让人
很感冒 以上这道理我全都了 恋爱的方式无法拿笔来抄
也没有规则可以取巧 被动的缘分很不可靠 喜欢的对象要自己挑
她粉嫩清秀的外表 像是多汁的水蜜桃 谁都想咬
她嘴上亮丽的唇膏 有一股自信的骄傲 我看得到
RAP:她的睫毛 弯的嘴角 无预警的对我笑 没有预兆
出乎预料 竟然先对我示好 她的睫毛 弯的嘴角
用眼神对我拍照 我戒不掉 她的微笑 洋溢幸福的味道
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~軌跡~
`周傑倫*
怎么隱藏 我的悲傷 失去你的地方
你的發香 散的匆忙 我已經跟不上
閉上眼睛 還能看見 你离去的痕跡
在月光下 一直找尋 那想念的身影
如果說分手 是苦痛的起點 那在終點之前 我愿意再愛一遍
想要對你說的 不敢說的愛 會不會有人 可以明白
我會發著呆 然后忘記你 接著緊緊閉上眼
想著哪一天 會有人代替 讓我不再想念你
我會發著呆 然后微微笑 接著緊緊閉上眼
又想了一遍 你溫柔的臉 在我忘記之前
心里的眼淚 模糊了視線 你已快看不見
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heyys.
waaa.. really jiu bie chong feng nehhs! hahaHax.. bu zhi bu jue, my blogspot blog has 44posts lerx.. while this is on it's 50th.. hahhax.. shows tt i've been neglectg moi lj blog. heehee. dunno.. seemed a little silly to update on both sides aft some tiMe.. typg diff stuff wastes lotsa time as well..
hrmms.. mabbe i can type chi in lj.. cos blogspot cant anw.. think i'll chg my blogskin again.. cos realize tt current skin doesn't have archives againn. arghh. haha.. sian.
shall type again nxt time kay.. cya very soon!! =)
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arloex..
hahax... here i am.. at hm now.. realli didnt go o2 day3 todae.. nt reallli counted as pon as in intentionally pon?? i had been ponderg awae.. shld i pon or shld i not.. hmm.. in e end realli decided i shld go.. but had diarrhoea in da morng.. ~_~" yepps. kinda stupid. perhaps bao ying or wateva ba..
i'm gettg irritated by my own lack of use of capital letters and abbreviations here and there.. loll.. shall change bck to the more zhen tong eng ba.. helps somehow.. muz learn how to speak and type and write coherently orhh.. muz practise.. if not.. ahha.. sighh..
random thought of the day: havent touched the piano for a loong time.
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yozziex~
haven't been updatg these few days.. been gg out like hmm nobody's business! haha.. well.. it's like an extended wk of hols.. seemed like it i guess.. =P.. it's kind of weird.. this wk seemed extra long.. mmm.. firstly, went to watch spongebob wif tingg on monday.. then went to watch boogeyman wif priyanka, wanshan n reena.. wednesday was tj o2 day1.. thursday was tj o2 day2 wif da amazg race.. friday went out wif eve whereby original plan was to watch a series of unfortunate events, but didnt gt to watch so shopped arnd instead.. saturday went to watch hitch wif jun n wil, then went for the bbq in the early eveng.. was sposed to go out wif yun, sh, hongz, shiheng, gh, just they all, but seems like it's cancelled (yet again!! sigh. when can we ever realli meet up sia. ={ ) and yepps. i bought cds!! 2 @ $18~ ahaha.. jeff's xia yi ge yong yuan and jay's qi li xiang. i finally got them! ((:.. my nxt targets will b 56's concerts vcdS. hehe.. hope still haf the other 56 concert vcd so i can gt them @ 2 @ $20, if nt will b 1 @ $12.90. mmmmx. lol. still wan angela's aurora n BoA's newest compilation cd.. lalalla. i knoe these are frm china, and i shldnt be gettg them here, since if kor goes beijing he can buy for mii at even cheaper prices.. but i cldnt resist it. imagine passg by outside white sands there where they sell all these cheaper cds and vcds everyday.. yepp. haha.. okie.. maybe i'm a typical sporean.. but so be it! hey c'mon, i am a singaporean alright. btw, jay's music rocks.
thursday's amazg race was... at least for mii, it wasn't too gd. i didnt mean to be ap. i didnt mean to get sianded. i didnt mean to be not enthu. it's realli difficult. how to gt high when only if there are a few pple who truly wish to gt involved?? maybe we shld try harder to influence pple.. but it's 200% difficult. im givg excuses yeaa.. but so?? you cant chg pple's thoughts and way of thinkg so ezly. if you cant even chg pple who are close to you, do you think you can chg pple whom you have barely known for a day or two? and the guys realli irritated us (girls). it's not a boys VS girls sexist thingy. it jux gets sorta irritatg when they dun wish to cooperate, or jux to hElP uS aLoNg. is helpg/liftg a finger sooo difficult? kkae. maybe they feel realli dead and sian by everything.. but pls pls pls.. the verii least you all can do is to help a littttle bit rite? sigh. kae. to be fair, they did help a little ltr on. but it's like.. i dunno wat to say. (side track a little: omgg. haha.. love zhang xin zhe's voice! ^_^) at that point of time, i missed oG9. i thought of oG9's "the quest".. thought of how happy n enjoyable it was, and how i described everything so excitedly to tingg n sh, to my lj blog.. and i missed oG9's girls' wrkg tog, i missed oG9's guys' cooperation. sigh. i was irritated by my oGA as well. she realli expected alot. and i dun like being 'yuan wang-ed' as being scared/ nt being enthu when i'd oreadi triED. and pls. i am not scared k. if you wan to tok abt being scared, why nt say it to those guys who refused to help us do a small thing like, we gt sum1 to agree to get their hair gelled, and let the guys help us gel tt person's hair??!. hmm. nvm.. shall forget abt the race. but glad i made some new friends. haha. xiaohan~ complaing and tokg and all tt.. loll.. anw.. the mass dances are damn seii, i cant deny. but ohh man, so complicated. haha.. so elaborated.. im a dance bai chi kie.. so i tried hard to learn la.. haha.. but still cant realli get it. =P.. anw, i was impressed by dawn (a cedar gal frm my cG).. im impressed by her resilience and jian qiang ness.. way to go, girl!!
i was planng to pon o2 day3.. that is tmr. i think i'll stick to the original plan. shall sms xiaohan ltr and ask her ba.. but yepps. it's like.. well. wet games and mass dance tmr. wet games i cant play. most of my cg is ponng.. if im the only one who turns up.. oh well. haha.. and the thing was, one of the ogls herself said o2 was borg n shld pon. ~_~" haha.. ironic sia. but i think tt kinda attitude is verii bad. quite depressg la. ogl lehh. haha.. i wann b ogl nxt yr! =D no SC for mii, cos im a 2nd intaker, n cos i dun wan so much stress (frm the council itself and frm my family), n i wont b allowed by mummy anw hahaa she wans mii to concentrate, and hello wat makes mii think i'll get in anyhow? lol. tho i feel bad to our ogls and clan. but. still. like i said. how to contribute when... nobody else is wif mi? it does tk 2 hands to clap. even if i persuade xiaohan to turn up, erh. it will b quite difficult. kie, i tink kanghua will turn up too. but 3 hands aso da3 bu4 xiang3 riterite? ehh. then will kanghua be the only one who turns up? erhh.. will that be verii bad?? kie. i shall ask her ltr too. heh.
friday~ met up wif eve aft settlg some bbq stuff wif cheryl,tian,tiff,connie.. eve n i had planned to watch lemony snicket's (the name verii long. haha) but cldnt gt the tix in the end. haha.. we were like queuing and queuing, and forgot the time.. the movie was sposed to be slotted at 3pm. we queue until 3.10.. almost our turn, so we gamely tried. in the end, only single seats were left. obviously dowan la. aah.. so we cancellled the movie plans~ shopped abt instead. showed eve the clothes i'd wanted to buy for her.. made her tried out other combis aso.. loll.. waa.. it's still damn ex. and i haven ask tingg yet. OOPS. hahaa.. okaeokae.. but no matter wat i'll still buy for that gurl laa. loll.. we shopped for quite long ahah.. not bad ehh. hee. guess it's cos we did try out clothes loh? heh. and eve was searchg for a tank top too. she influenced mii la. now i aso wan. '_'. haha.. =P saw this discount @ fila.. 30% if you buy 3. so we're waitg for tingg. haah. =P yayy, finally had our early dinner @ pastamania. yummyx. then we cont to shop.. walk down to orchard.. didnt gt to far east cos we gt stuck in heeren for a looong looong time. hehe. saw another 77th street so eve tried this and that and that. think the shop assist gt a little pissed when we said we weren't buyg anything in e end. wahaha. anw, it was quite cool la. jux shoppg arnd. hehe..
saturday~ went for early movie wif jun n wil @ ps again. omgg. haf had enough of ps sia. tues PS. fri PS. sat PS again...... lol. cos hitch wasnt showg at many places arnd morning-afternoon time except TM and PS and some other ulu places. think wil quite sick of TM since he wrks arnd tamp there.. loll.. so we went PS.. the movie was nice!! haha.. funny.. and touchg too la. loll.. company was great too.. missed tokg to them. haha.. abit strange aso. i stoned quite a bit. loll. like yun said. i tink im stong more n more n more. eeeks. wats wrong? mabbe too tired. but still hope the outg was enjoyable? i did enjoy la. (: hehe.. we took neos as well.. whereby wil was refusg cOmPleTeLy to tk tt strip of neoprint tt belongs to him. ~_~" haha..we were sayg jun will mail tt to him. hehe. nice prints.. altho it was quite dumb. 21 shots lehh. shld meet up jun more often!!! hahaah. meet for lunch or wat. lidat can tok more i think. ahah. more catchg up can be done. loll.. girl!! i do cherish u OKAE!! =D.. n now in tj there are more 4L/xuehui pple there.. we can meet more ezly.. can meet for lunches.. and it'll b near vj as well.. can meet eve n xh too.. jun lehh, mux arrange time properly (: mabbe we can go for tuitions tog! GP rite? =) hehe.. as for the 7 of us. man. when can we arrange a proper outg arhhs. miz tokg to tt stupid cloud. hai. as for nyjcians.. sighhs. i cant think of when we can meet.. whose bdae is comg up next.. mann. gettg all nostalgic le orhh.
then nxt up was the bbq. hehe.. i rushed hm, chged, and the satays came at last! yippeeeeeex! =D lolll. it was damnn heavy! wif the 150 satays, plates, cups, chopsticks, satay sticks, forks, grilles, marshmallows.. hehe.. satays were the heaviest la.. anw i was abit late, so sorta rushed as much as i cld to the mrt station.. becos i cant realli walk too fast la. heh. when i reached there no one else was there (??!).. smsed connie aft awhile (cos cheryl and tian and tiff all cldnt b reached. !?!).. she said she was comg up. ltr ltr on, saw jiahui.. so happy! haha.. gt company mar.. so we toktok, complaincomplain. =P. arnd 5.20pm, i was like heyy, where are they...?!? saw xiuwen too. she was meetg some j2s.. decided to finally call them. when i heard tt they were oreadi at the pit, i was like wat the hell. haha.. cos hey. no joke. the satay isnt light, and we cldnt put on the floor cos i scared dirty. food leh. altho uncooked, but still unhygenic. kay. so i was pissed, and hoped i sounded pissed in the phone, and we went to wait for the 403. (which took its own swt time, as owix, to come). haha.. i was glad to haf jiahui accompanyg me.. haha.. otherwise i wld haf screamed down the phone or jux go hm straight. lately i've becum more pissed-proned. i dunno why la.. im normally verii mild de.. dunno wat happened. yepps, shld cool down la. but i hate it or im sick and tired of being taken for granted tt im a girl who wont gt angry de, so i can b re3 ymy. haha.. kae, yu qi zhong le dian, but yarr.. ttx wat i feel! haha. but yar, shld cool down. becos gettg angry is meaningless, cos im wastg my dunno how many 60seconds of happiness. haha.. cos being angry for one second is equal to being happy for 60 sec rite? kay, something like that. i cant rmb. lol. xP. loll.. but ltr on i realized their ku zhong aso.. so yepps, forget it la. (: its okie.. anw, the bbq was quite fun =D. hahaa.. ate great marshmallows.. learnt abit of all star. lol. boomdibAbOoOm. got nostalgic aft listening to some sadd songs.. (thnkies amandaa for da radiO!! =D) thot of nt seeing them lerx.. zhen de shi you yuan zai jian. n sad too cos all of them in ny, only me and jh outta ny. sighhs. ny! will miz ny. im glad i went ny for my first 3 mths. im glad i experienced life there. met great pple there. great pple who'd left big footprints in mai life. muacks, ny. =)
hehe.. ttx about it i guess.. this will tk up a great big chunk sia. loll. in my blogspot bloggie. in lj blogie mabbe nt so much. loll. but yepps. enjoyg my cds! yayy!! =D.. wheeeeeeyaaaarhhhhhhXx! sobsob. both discmans in my hse are spoilt. my kor's and his gf's. tsk. yao huai aso mux yi qi huai wan. zhen shi di. haix. nvm. shall listen to the songs on my comp loh. hehe.
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[24 Mar 2005|07:58pm] |
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hihi..
cant say i liked the orientation2 in tj.. mabbe im bad but hrmmms, it's kinda sucky la.. as compared to wat i experienced in ny o1, and wat ppl frm tj had been tellg mii abt tj o1.. this o2 is truly... i dunno wat to say. haha.. but hrmms, there were nice ppl i met frm mii og (:.. og6. og's big, n san3. haa.. kinda nt used to sucha big grp. anw, wasnt high or enthu or on todae. so sorry i cldnt gt in2 the mood. heard ny's was a flop as well. both frm ogls' and ogms' views.. sadd eh? haha.. guess all o2s suck den? heard vj ppl ostra 2nd intk ppl as well. haha.. wat a mess. nxt yr onwrds no more first 3 mths le. so.. izzit a gd thing or bad? hmmm. haha.. liked the loser cheer. loser, loser. small loser, big loser, bigger loser, u. welcome to loserland, population one. u, LoSer. heh. had heard of the cheer b4, frm tingg/sh or both of 'em and ny has a cheer sth lidat frm o1 de nazgul, and oreadi liked it alot. haha.. the dance is nice but i prefer e wae i was taught in ny. yesh. can say im biased and everything but... mabbe i had been feelg grouchy cos was havg headache thruout since somewhere in the afternoon.. after lunch i think. kie. mabbe tmr will b btr. yepps. miz ny. lol. min and i were chattg on msn ytd and sayg we were acty realli afraid of todae's o2.. hers at aj, mine at tj. haha.. den we were sayg we may run bck to ny, cryg. haha. sighh. becos of sth tt conked up in the online admin, i cant submit the subj combi thingy. apparently im not recognized as an lep student online?! but i cldnt haf gotten in without lep, moreva tingg had saw my name there in the lep list. yesh. so stop scarg urself. shall check it out tmr in the GO. hrmmms. i miz ny's security and cosiness! almoz lost my bag todae. in e end is michelle helped mii tk. haha thnks gal! i shld gt all their numbies tmr la.. if nt verii mafan. and thnks tingg for helpg mii find and nt lettg mii panick. haha.. i tend to panick more in an uncomf and unfamiliar envo. mmmx. i will b able to survive there la. doubt this orientation is helpg mii fit in. but im judgg too early cos this was onli the first dae. mabbe i'll b tokg abt how great it is tmr, aft the 2nd dae. tmr will b havg this amazg race thingy wif cg todae..
newaex was tokg abt the outg wif priyanka, wanshan n reena n yesh vipul ytd, to watch boogeyman. haha.. the show no head no tail, didnt see any real sense in e show. i understood e meang. butden. still. i dun understand why so much has to b sacrificed for one answer. haii. took neos!! but tt lady who had promised earlier on, and had enthused earlier on abt tkg neos.. went hm earlier. jux like tt! argh. den we sought out the neoprint machines in ps.. i rmbed mar.. tt time og9's first outg, i rmb we almoz wanted to tk neos tt time.
hp was mo ming qi miao todae. early in the morning.. cldnt switch it on.. thot is batt flat.. but charged whole nite ytd. plugged it in wif the charger, butden still cannot. argh. yeayeayea, im relli dependent on my hp.
am moody now.
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yesh.. i got tj(arts). hmmm... feeling kinda relieved. . kinda okay.. not specially elated.. not say verii gandong.. not say verii sad.. hmm. jux the feeling of. ohh. i finally knoe the darned posting le. heh. anyway.. come to think of it. i will get sad soon. not going back to ny anymore. can u imagine that? sigh. im a sentimental gal. i will miss the sch grounds. can u imagine tt? lol. sigh. shall go for my breakfast first.......
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aRLOEZ!!! ^o^
hehex.. yayy.. went to watch a movie today!! feel so man zu~ loll.. movie movie~ didnt watch any during hols marhhs.. hahax.. come to think of it.. i realli seldom watch movies~ loll.. hohoho~ went with tingg.. tt gurl suddenly sms mii, say wana watch movie marhhs.. lollx.. we watched... YES!!!!-- -((SpOnGebOb sQuaRePaNtS))-!!! heehe.. yepps.. hahaha.. realli enjoyed the show.. pretty hilarious.. lol.. patrick is realli cute!! ahaha.. abit blur.. abit slow.. and will mess things up sometimes.. but still verii lovable i guess! haha.. his voice bloopy bloopy de.. verii funny.. hee.. he and spongebob are realli gd buddies nehhs.. lol.. spongebob's cute too!! haha.. both of them are realli damnn comical tog.. doing stupid silly stuff.. soo happie.. and innocent.. and ezly satisfied.. jux so child-like.. kay.. they R kids larhhs.. lollx.. kids trying to behave like hmmmhmmmmm...... "mEn"!! hehe.. there were several lamme stuff here and there.. and i laughed madly @ some parts.. lol..hoho.. there was this part abt eugene krabs citing reasons for nt choosing spongebOb as da manager.. he said spongebob was jux a kid, and not a man.. so he can be the MaNager, can onli b KiDager.. ahah.. lame ritee.. '-'~*-.-~ hehe..like the animation stuff.. the corny parts.. and all.. heh.. there was another part where the princess mindy fixed fake moustache on them.. loll.. then they were so egoistic and everything.. thot they realli became real men.. loll! haha.. and they overcame several obstacles jux like that, when they were so high and everything.. wahah.. verii cute larhhs. =P.. like the las part too!! when they finally found da crown.. wahah.. anw.. cool show.. didnt regreat watching one bit!! hehe.. realli funny. =)
watched 2 movies in sch today too... didnt haf lessons.. but the movies were.. ~dortx~ haha.. the super-size me was like damnn wuliaoo.. can it b even counted as a movie??? i dun see the point of it mann.. hhaa.. jux make ppl feel grossed out.. siann lor.. i dun think i can eat mac for a wk at least.. hehe.. the 2nd one was abit more interesting.. "Remember the Titans".. something abt football de.. quite nice.. at least more action.. not boring.. but was getting fidgety cos the hall was pretty stuffy.. and my neck was aching.. haha.. was glad when everything ended.. went for lunch wif ct~ heh.. wondering where they went ltr on... cos i'd gone to meet tingg marhhs.. mmmm..
ohh yea.. ytd cldnt find my buttons.. i dug out my kor's old ahs ones.. onli 3.. found one dhs button too.. lol.. then dun haf the rings.. so kor tried to improvise using this and that to mk the rings.. then aso used paper clips and safety pins.. thnks lehhx, kor.. for trying so hard to help mii.. loll.. ;) haha.. in the end.. we were so resourceful, got the buttons fixed on tightly liao.. the nxt morning, i asked mummy if she saw my buttons... and she brandished them in frnt of mii... o.O".. paiisehhs nehhs, kor!! hehehe.. =P
anw.. tt night i watched american beauty.. didnt realli understand the show tho.. kor said its dark de.. i sorta agree.. the parts i watched was that this guy [actor:kevin spacey] had fantasies abt his daughter's friend la.. sth lidat.. and therex this guy living opp them who is constantly watching this daughter.. video-taping her.. dunno why one day this daughter began to undress at her window.. before she completely undressed, tt guy's father barged into the rm and interrupted.. he beat him up for sth.. forgot wat.. den dunno why the daughter starting slping with the guy.. dey tok.. and she mentioned abt her dad being embarrassing, cos he sorta quite openly show tt he fancied her friend.. she said abt feeling like killing him.. the guy asked her if she wanted him to do it.. she said yes.. ltr on dey shrugged it off.. once the guy's father switched on his video cam and watched his videos.. he saw his son filming that girl.. and also one tape was abt the girl's dad who was wrking out.. and once he saw his son with the girl's father.. doing something that looked verii suspicious and suggestive.. he jumped in2 conclusions.. thinking that they were doing sth unnatural.. he confronted his son and punched him, saying that he wont tolerate his only son being a homosexual, and he wld throw him out of the hse.. the guy provoked his father further to say yea.. he was providing services and everything.. to make his father throw him out i guess.. he realli gt thrown out, and he went to the girl's hse.. the guy's father went to look for the girl's father.. then the convo btwn them, it sounded as if that the girl's father was really gay and the guy's father decided that wat he thought was really true.. the ending was like, the father was sitting at a table, then he was shot to death. then it was like, at first u wldnt knoe who shot him exactly.. cos the scene b4 showed his wife holding a gun as well.. then ltr on, it shows the guy's father rushing bck to the hse with a gun in his hand, and blood on his shirt.. ewk eh? heh.. den it shows his daughter and that guy rushing down after they heard a shot. and the girl's fren who was in the toilet who heard the shot as well. then the wife who came back and saw her husband dead.. it was gross la.. blown brain lidat and dripping blood.. then it showed the guy [daughter's bf] smiling at the dead man.. ltr on, i thot back... rmbing the girl told her bf that she wanted her dad dead.. den mabbe the guy planned everything.. purposely provoked his father, counting on the fact that his father will shoot the girl's father.. yepps.. ttx why the smile.. hahaaa.. realli dark ehh.. but mabbe my reasoning isnt right la.. aso nt sure. loll. but yepps. DARK. heh.
heex.. kae.. shall end here den! going for movie again tmr!! haha.. going madd.. loll.. gonna watch boogeyman.. eee.. will b scared!! hahaa.. gg wif priyanka, reena, wanshan n mabbe huimin.. hehe.. hope it wont b too scary and i wont b wasting $$ by hiding behind my bag or hands for most of the time ba!! x_x".. tata!
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yozyoz!!
hahax.. helped yunx edit her bloggie.. feel rather accomplished.. waHahaha! =P bleahhx.. it wasn't difficult larhs.. jux tt my eyes feel.... yeaa... yan hua hua liaoo.. den tingg aso helped abit hee.. thnks gal.. haha.. i still dun understand ur lep tcher.. why mux add that stupid shi in? spoils ur leaf analogy huhh? haha.. nvm.. guess u'll b able to settle it eventually =).. hehe.. and heyys.. i realli grew up psychologically kae!! hahaah.. jux read my past blurty posts.. x)
hmmm.. it was the idiotic first day again today.. suckss!! but luckily it's on a wkend anyway.. but if it were on a school day, i wont have gone to school.. heh.. rmb the times when sometimes i will cramp like siao in dhs.. half dead on the desk.. sighhs.. heh.. suddenly reminded of 4L.. mmmm... but i'm kinda lucky too.. some ppl suffer throughout alllll the days lor.. mii normally jux the first day.. haha.. there are some lucky pigs who dont haf cramps at all too~ sighh. haha..
anw.. tmr is the last day in ny lerx!! but only maybe.. postings out on tuesday~ realli numb le. dun really care where i land la.. here or there.. doesnt matter.. jux that if i go tj.. mux go orientation.. but if go ny, maybe can consider ponning o2! loll.. see who are my ogls first? hehehe.. i wann learn the all star dance!! coooooool man! haha.. can revise the old dances too.. loll.. normally o2s aren't nice.. will b quite sian.. xS.. but heyy.. last day.. time flies la.. haii.. sobsob.. first 3 months.. jux pass like that.. i haf been seriously slacking my way through.. lol.. a few maths assignments doesn't mean i haf been hardworkin'.. gotta catch up lots and mug like siao le ba.. hehx.. but i've realli enjoyed ny lots.. enjoyed my time in 05A5.. thnks.. u guys rock.. i will miss u all like siao.. sighh.. as time goes by.. we will drift i guess.. it's inevitable.. "long-distance relationships" dont wrk somehow.. hmm.. but somehow.. we'll keep in touch yea? like... cont to post in the cls blogg? hahaha.. the cls blog is dead nowadaes nehhs.. we shall start bloggin on it soon again kiee?? hehe.. i shall blog it tmr.. loll.. shld b full of emotions by tmr ba.. sighhs.. haii.. nyjc nyjc.. i like being an nyjcian.. gives mii a kinda warm, fuzzy feeling when i say i'm one? hahx.. will nvr get to wear the uni!! arghh.. jasmine nvr lent mii! sob. hey wait. still haf a chance tt i will come back to ny yea? haha.. things wont be definite until tues! hahaha.. tues is sh's bdae too.. loll.. but tt gal wont hafta worry.. wil def stae on in tj. lol. =)
anw.. haha.. cant stand my kor.. he's damn swt to his gf la.. haha.. therex this proj/assgn thingy he had to do on his physics stuff.. then at his acknowledgements, he thnked his gf.. hehe.. and dedicated the proj to her.. said stuff like thnks for her support and her bao rong or sth lidat la.. haha.. he arhhs~ loll. senti-mental. yeppps. hehe.. zhu fu them anw! loll..
mann.. i wanna buy CdS!!! hahaha.. realli.. i shall buy one tmr! lol.. so chong dong.. haha.. jux feel like spending some money of my own, for myself.. loll.. and yay~ looking fwd to ccs bbq nxt saturdaY! and movie wif jun and wil and mabbe some others! yayyyy!! hahaha.. see.. im thinking of slacking again!! haI~ loll.. ah non non non.. i mux buck up! sighh.. think will hafta pia alot for econs.. not think la.. is definitely haf to! haha.. shld revise my ny econs lecture notes ehhx. lollx..
shall end here ba!! wanna watch e jap draaamma!! haha.. 25mins late lerx.. loll.. yayy~ channel U showing [Good Luck] and [hai.tun.wan.lian.ren]!!! omgg!!! hahaha.. mu cun!!! he's forever so.. charming i guess? loll.. and angela!! yay~ i wont get to watch de la.. but maybe sometimes i'll tk a peek or two ba? loll.. =D tata!
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hiyarrhx!!
i should keep track of how many entries i have right? hehe.. anyway, this is my 43rd entry!! lollx.. had this journal last mid-december.. till now.. around 3 months le.. having 42 entries is quite a feat?? or is it not? i'm not sure.. haha.. but jux wondering how long this blog will survive.. my blurty survived for quite long i guess? but i really dunno for how many entries.. maybe i should go and count now..
counting in progress.... ((:~
Whoaa.. i have like 258 entries?!! hahaha.. amazing.. and there was once i updated 9 times in a day!! ... think i was really crazy ba.. 2003 i was.. sec3? hmm. hehe.. somehow.. i think i've grown up.. haha.. reading back at my entries.. hmm.. and the comments.. hahax.. kinda miss the days..thinking very disjointed thoughts now.. sneezes coming back.. but yepps.. looking back on the past 2 yrs.. i can really conclude that.. i have grown up.. maybe not much.. but still, a little bit still means a lot at times.. ohh man. i hate sneezing on and on like this.. argh.
anyway.. the real topic for today is the ct outing!! haha.. had ct outing on tues.. at sentosaa.. didn't update much that day cos was too tired? but basically heyys, i had FUN! loll.. it's been a few days.. don't think i can rmb muchh.. i'm not chao ren okie.. lol.. this reminds mii of hongwei aka superman on his jersey.. although he isn't from our cls.. he knows our cls guys very well.. and when we slack in the SL, he's always there la.. he's practically always with the guys la.. haha.. jux feel that his face is comical, his voice is comical, and he is very comical.. lol.. jux very cartoon like.. haha.. okaay yepps.. so we met at 1030am at harbourfront.. ling, chris, priyanka, me, shawn, zhiming, dan, louis, hongwei, punhon (another of their buds), zhiyang..
when we reached sentosaa, bought tix and went off to take the monorail! haha.. i like the monoraill~ dunno why.. but realized that i am really somewhat afraid of heights.. after that experience in escape and when i looked down from the monoraill.. i dunno.. got this tiny fear brewing up within me.. it's very silly la.. but i jux felt it.. but willed myself to poke my head out and enjoy the breeze and the scenery.. hehe.. yepps.. anyway, stopped at palawan beach station.. then we walked n walked to this part of the beach, sorta in btwn palawan and siloso beach.. ling, chris and i went to fetch priya and lao da.. we had been searching high and low for a toilet.. so decided to go all the way bck to the station again to get them anw..
got back to da beach and went to the shoreline there.. kicked off slippers and walked on the sand barefooted.. it was pretty warm at first.. then it became unbearably hot.. so we ran to the water.. hehe.. the guys stripped off their shirts and went into the water happily.. haha.. was hesitating abt whether i should go into the seawater...didn't bring chg of clothes marhh.. only brought the jersey.. in the end still went in la.. after ling did.. hehe.. chris bu fang bian so she didnt.. priya said she'll gt infection.. so she didnt either.. the seawater was cool.. but didnt like the sand!! haha.. which got into my pockets.. went in deeper and was reminded of the sec2 camp at sentosA! haha.. played around in the water.. seriously.. those guys are really gay at times.. can't stand them.. loll.. but quite fun to watch la.. aaha..
got out of the water and tried to get drrryy!! ahah.. we tried to write words on the sand too.. but the waves keep lapping up and washed the words away.. (".) the sand was reallly hot.. haha.. slacked around.. doing nothing much.. splashing water was fun.. but the water was damn salty.. blearrrghhh!.. i was almost totally wet from all those splashes.. hehe..
later on we played volleyball.. hahaa.. yepps.. i'm quite lousy la.. duhh.. hehe.. tried to set.. was quite successful sometimes.. abt 50-50?? hehe.. haven't played for a loong time.. most of the time was jux standing around while we played with the guys.. but it was still fun.. they tried to teach us too..
shared a basket of fries with chris and priya.. yummmmmy!! ling,louis,zhiyang and zhiming went canoe-ing! haha.. i didn't want to.. maybe next time.. cos i was worried that..yepp you knoe.. yar.. may suddenly come.. then will be extremely awkward.. priya left early for her sec2 bbq..
went off at around 6++.. went back to harbourfront hawker centre for dinner.. hehe.. crapped over dinner.. laughlaugh.. really enjoyed da outing.. (:~ i'm badd at describing.. cos thoughts still very disjointed.. haha.. =X~ x_x~ but yepps.. the main gist of it is.. i will miss 05A5! truly. sigh. 05A5 rocks!! will get to spend 2 more days with u all.. then we'll all separate baa.. sighx. glad i went nyjc. glad i met 0G9. glad i met 05A5.
still sneezing away!!! arghh. dunno what's wrong with my nose these days!!! aRgH. anyway.. gotta rmb to buy da transparent wrapping paper. rmb to wrap prezzies. rmb to check out the flowers at the white sands florist. rmb to count properly how many flowers to buy. argh. howww many seniors aRe involved!!! hehe.. i know we need at least four for the time being. yunx, hongx, just and tingxuan.. mmmmm! hahah.. yayy.. lookg fwd to seeing them onstage!! but guess tx will b bckstage.. but xie mu shi2.. hehe.. i like xiemu-ing! =D heh.. kie.. shall sign off le! to finish my chp and faster post.. heh..
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dunno why but my stomach feels kinda weird now lehhx.. uncomfortable.. arghhx.. nvm.. it will pass ba.. siann. tmr's EVE's BIRTHDAY!! today was huang cheng's first day! haha.. hope all went well for yunx, hongx and just. (;.. and must rmb to send eve an sms at 12mn. hehe..
lalala.. read tingg's blog.. haha.. xingfu de gal.. loll.. nike bag! nicenice=) and CDs!! whee! hehee.. wondering which 2 jay CDs nehhs. i want the orange jasmine de!! can you believe it??! i haven't buy that YET!! i can't believe myself.. i also want jeff chang's! argh. and BoA's too!! hehe.. suddenly i want so manny CdS.. but i'm not so rich nehhs. quite broke this month.. no idea why.. next month i shall start saving money again.. and better record down my expenses.. hehe.. before my spending gets out of hand? haha.. (: mux rmb to buy the transparent wrapping paper tmr!!
i aM looking forward to huAng cheNg!!! cos... huang cheng is a famous drama production?? although last yr's wasn't impressive... but..! this yr, yunx n hongx n just are involved!! zen me shuo dou you dian kan tou la.. ahaa.. hehe.. looking fwd to see them on stage! loll.. and yea.. can buy flowers and give flowers!! flowers are verrry important! rmb the 4 flowers i received on baiyungang'o5 perf days.. so happie =P.. although the lovely blue rose tingg+eve gave mii wilted quite soon.. but nvm.. ceng jin yong you [;
quite sian now.. cos i am really stuck!! can't get my story pieced together.. laura's deadline is tmr!! ahah.. i haven't been writing for a loong time.. hope this new story for raino would be okay ba.. hope it won't go to pieces!! aaarhh! hahha.. non non.. mux jiayou! =D hehe.. but really.. dunno how to continue! and i feel that it's chunky and dry and uninteresting.. sian. and can't get a refreshing casting.. decided to use angela and renfu.. quite weird right.. but trying? see first.. hehe.. lalala.. shall continue tmr ba.. can't think now.. have time cos og outing cancelled.. quite sian lehhx. wanted to have one.. then people start saying not sure.. then some say will confirm.. then later it becomes- cannot go.. aha.. but maybe one week hols is too short ba.. but.. guess it'll be the last time we can get to meet up.. once we spilt... yepps. but yeaa..drifting le. really. i mean.. duh.. it's not impossible.. haha.. but it's sad when you come to think of it..
hmmm.. still dunno whether i want to get into tj norx. still feeling the trepidation.. but yepp. shall shun qi zi ran and don't think so much.. really.. stop thinking, girl!! hahaha..
anyway.. being in a relationship MUX be tiring. may all lovers in the world have strength to hold on to each other's hands for as long as they can!! =) and live happily ever after..! loll.. though quite impossible.. but.. yea.. hehe.. i still believe it can be possible.
went out with mummy today.. won't have braces done.. loll.. apparently it wouldn't be of any much practical use.. cos it'll jux straighten my teeth but not really bring my a-litttle-bit-protuding teeth in.. hha.. cos my upper lip is too short or sth like that. hehe.. bought new clothes! haha.. tskk. spent quite a lot of money lohh. but saved the money meant for doing braces. yay! :)
hmm.. shall sign off leRx.. tata!
p.s. tingg. yeshh. not silence. *replying to ya blog* and yepps, mux try to suppress the urge to be vulgar.. i understand.. i'm becoming more n more vulgar too.. wondering why.. sighh.. mux be the lack of eve's gd influence.. hahaah..tt girl helped mii curb my 'wa-laus'.. but they're coming back!!! oOps. heh.
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hiyoo.. very tired.. don't feel like blogging today! hahaha.. lalala.. anyway, got a lil burnt today.. and i did go into the water.. shorts became full of sand.. ergh. hehe.. played vball too.. on the whole, did enjoy myself la.. haha.. sadd ehhx. this will b our last ct outing le...?? hee.. shall tok more abt today tmr..too tired to think too much now.. haha.. feel myself falling sick.. feeling cold cold now lehhs. and my palms are cold! but my arms are hot! lol. cos abit sunburnt ba.. i guess. heeh..
tata.. shall update again tmr! eyer. gonna cut hair!!! ahhaha.. wondering if my ju4 gg out tmr to celeb xueying's bdae.. nvm.. if haf, cheryl wil sms/call mii de ba. still gotta bk da pit tmr~ sian. hehe.. lalala.
la la la lalala~ la la la~ la la la lalala~ la lala la! sPoNgE bOb sQuaRe pAnTs!!!
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heyyya!! =)
hahax.. came back and bathe hao hao leRx.. tomorrow gonna be another long day i guess? hee.. going sentosa with ct!! had some doubts about going.. but in the end.. i think i really mux go.. so that i will NOT have any regrets at all!! hehehe.. last time we'll ever meet for an outing le barhhs.. although we may still meet la.. but won't be a ct leRx.. somemore less people will turn up i guess.. sighhx. so.. i should go!!! for the gathering.. although the admission fee is $2 and we will basically pay to go in there to stone.. as in.. go to the beach there and sunbathe.. play with water.. walkwalk?? crap aroound.. play with sand *yay i like =)* and maybe volleyball? loll.. that one i'm not sure.. hehe.. lalala~ okay.. so it should be pretty fun!! hehe.. hope most people going! wheeyaaarhhhs. but i don't want to stay there for too loong there.. and hope the sun won't be too strong..=P but it must not rain either. ahaha.. anyway.. so many people are going sentosa this hols! hahaha.. some ny j2s went today.. tomorrow our ct and jasmin's.. thurs maybe sh's og.. then saturday tingg's og.. loll.. sentosa is so qiang shou this hols.. and i can't understand why.. ~_~ hahaha.. maybe i'll know tomorrow.. but basically.. it's the company that matters!! ((:
anyway.. the first thing i got from dhs today was the security guard pissing me off. argghhhh. what's with this "cannot wear slippers" thingy? i'm an EX-student okay.... -____-~ anyway.. he said something about wanting to bring me to see OM.. then i jux said.. kie. i will go out first and wait for my friends to come first. hehe.. when yunx came, she was also wearing slippers.. so we sneaked in.. hee.. lalala~ went up to sec4 extension area and watched them paixi.. gh was there.. hongx came later.. shiheng refused to come.. bleah =P.. and sh had something on, while just went to buy prezzies with his friend.. the ju4s lehhs.. i dunno what to say. it's just like they don't feel the urgency yet?? don't they realize that the comp is jux ONE month away? to be frank, both ju4s are really... simply not up to standard. the xiao zhang ju is like.. the content itself is alright i guess.. but other than minyu who is pretty ok.. the others are not acting.. it's like.. they aren't on stage??! jux being there. sitting there. or standing there. as for the other one.. seriously.. i'm tired of seeing "gays" appearing in ju4s... x_X.. i think it's also kind of insulting to a real homosexual guy lehh.. how they are always portrayed like that.. and i think junli is ding xing le lor.. always this kind of role.. sighhx. rather sad? to be stereotyped.. loll.. and it's like fanfan had him in mind when she wrote that script lor. dortx. anyway.. whatever it is.. dhs xiju jiayou!! no matter how not-up-to-standard it is now, there's still time! so long we have one more day to go, mux jiayou orhhs! haha.. i believe that there is still hope somehow!! =) jiayou on guys!! we gotta clinched tat gold back okie.. =D *JIAYOU!!!!!!!*
after watching them pai.. and hongx & yunx teaching them kai sheng (i mux say.. huang cheng jiu shi bu yi yang.. they like zhong qi shi zu mann.. as quoted by gh.. lolll.. it was quite funny.. the 2 of us sitting there eating crackers n M&Ms while watching the other 2 of them trying to teach minyu,alvin,darren,yanyu to kaisheng.. like free show.. bleahhs~).. we went off to bras brasah!! reached at around 7+.. sagacity closed le.. so proceeded to art friend.. as yunx and hongx racked their brains abt what to buy.. didn't find anything i cld make for evelyn.. haha.. abit weird.. will try search for something else for her ba.. was very hungry by the time we finish buying everything.. then finally proceeded to dinner! yay!! yoshinoyaa! yumyumyum.. ahaha.. btw dhs has vending machines lerx! cooool yea? haha.. hongx pei-ed us awhile then she went home to celebrate her mummy's bdae (:~ the remaining 3 of us walked around the buy prezzies.. ahahah.. *zips* got what we wanted and went home.. got home at around 9++.. didn't take neoprints cos it seems like we are quite broke. hehe.. yunx wants to make stressballs for her ju4 pple!! haha.. stressballs!! like what we did last time for the seniors during xie ren. hehe.. =D it was really fun then! heh..
kaee.. think i shall stop here leRx.. feeling tired.. wanna sleep.. hehe.. lalalla~ still feeling high.. really wondering why.. gonna wake up early tomorrow.. wanna complain.. 1030am and harbourfront.. mann.. so early.. but tian's ct siao-er.. meeting at 830am. are they madd or mad?!! hahah.. bleahhx. oops! mux rmb to call the bbq pit ppl tomorrow.. and do da darned proposal. *sian face* hahah.. tata! (:
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hellox~ (:
going back to dhs today to watch them paixi! hahax.. always have a nice feeling when i think of going back there.. maybe cos i really had wonderful memories there.. even though we do groan and lament and complain while we are there, somehow we just miss it when we've left the school.. of cos.. more than oft, you are missing the ppl you met there.. but still.. on the whole.. i think i still miss the school and the familiar grounds. hehe.. but i don't think i would have wanted to stay on for another 2 yrs.. and be in dhs for 6 yrs of my life.. like those dhp ppl now.. cos........maybe 6 yrs would be far too unhealthy.. staying put in one place for too long may make the person feel suffocated.. hahax.. so.. 4 yrs is jux nice ((:
anyway.. heard that they are having interviews today as well! hahax.. reminds me of last yr.. lol.. being interviewed is definitely extremely scary.. i remembered when i had my first interview in sec2.. it was quite frightening.. lolll... but before that i wasn't nervous la... still rmb me,yun,just,gh ba-kah (planned) hao that we will say wenxue fzz (for me and yun) and xiju fzz (for just and gh). hahah.. something like that.. so yepps.. didn't think so much la.. but when you step into the d&d room, with the seniors surrounding you in a semi-circle.. you will start to feel intimidated. =P haha.. but things were more complicated during the interview in sec3.. hehe.. begin to worry about more stuff.. being in the committee in sec2 was one of the best things that had happened in my life~ cos.. really enjoyed those times.. loll.. it was fun.. and responsiblities were so much lighter.. ahahax.. miss the sec2 days. x) much less unhappy moments. hehe..
it's nice when you sit down and stone.. it's nice when you sit down, alone, without any distractions and think about stuff. lol.. but i seldom do that.. sometimes i jux don't like to reflect?? cos i prefer to be simple and live life day by day, as it is like.. but in this way.. am i jux wasting my life away? jux waking up everyday to do the routine, then sleep at night. only to wake up again to repeat the stuff again. but you feel more in control too.. when it's doing routine stuff? i dunnno. kind of contradicting. lolx. much as i wish to be simple and not dwell too much over things.. i think it's still important that we sit down quietly and jux think.. saying that i wish to be simple is an excuse.. excuse for me to continue life as it is, like sticky glue.. and not bring any foreign changes into my life.. so that i need not think so much. but yepx.. thinking is what makes your life keep going.. in a meaningful way. i realize i use too many maybes, probablys, thinks and words like that.. i shall start to be more.. how to say? shi zai ba? and stop leaving qns marks in the air.. qns mrks that i myself cant solve. it's like.. when i think and think and think.. i don't come to a conclusion. so it's basically equals to nothing. hahax. sometimes, i don't know what i'm talking about either. but it's still good. to let out the thoughts!?! hehehe..=P that's one thing i like about bloggin. =)
have ct outing tomorrow~ going to sentosa! hahax.. wondering what we will do there nehhs. hehe.. guess the only thing we have on the list will be - having fun!.. hahah.. my class is really the slackest in the whole level ba!! hahaha.. but doesn't matter la.. most important thing is we've enjoyed our time together? hehe.. realize i haven't linked the cls blog to my blog! haha.. shall link it ltr =)~
guess i shall end here! wanna read my bks.. hehe.. the "Alice" books are really very entertaining!! authour: Phyllis Reynolds Naylor.. ((:
tata!!
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hihihihi!!
hehehe.. i may have gotten a NEW bloggie.. at (http://st4r4inbow.blogspot.com).. but that doesn't mean i'll abandon my lj la.. hehehe.. i will continue to update!! hehe.. like tingg..and she said sharon has 3! omgg.. and she updates all.. o.O~ hehe.. lalalala~ loolll.. tingg.. think you gonna be busy.. yunz and sh both seem to want you to help them! lol=P.. with their bloggies.. hahaha..=P bleahhx.. maybe you will feel like killing me.. hahaa. okok.. i'll see if i can try to help them also.. since you help me do le.. i will see my own as an example ba! x)
yayy.. really happy with those scores.. wahahahx.. now in my free time i can read, play piano, go online, sleep~ yippeex.. life is not boring! lollx.. just have to keep happy la.. hehe.. anyway... think my mummy gonna nag at me liao.. shall update more tomorrow! yay! going out tomorrow! hahaha..=P to watch dhs xiju peeps paixi! yay!! hope they won't disappoint us! bleahhx. can see fanfan too! ahhaha.=P
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mux.stae.happie!! ((:
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i'm so addicted!! hehe.. to what? loll.. yeppppps.. neoprints!! hehehe.. i want to take more neoprints!! all of a sudden... ~_~" hehex.. lalala~ after taking neos with tingg and eve yesterday.. went to take more with tian, cheryl and jonathan~ hehe.. will take more with sh tomorrow ba!! hahaha..
anyway, went out with tingg and eve yesterday~ went walk walk around far east~ hehx.. it was a slack day in school.. didn't have any lessons.. skipped the only lessons we had.. then went to meet da 2 of them leRx.. g.a.y outing!! hehehe.. smart me forgot to bring the F.I.R vcd again for eve.. hehe.. and.. sobsob.. my penguin keychain broke! sighhx. :~(.. we shoopped around far east.. eve's deciding between tj and vj.. personally i think it's better for her to stay.. i don't know.. it's this gut feeling.. but considering all the things.. tj may be a good choice too.. cos if she can't continue with f maths and drop it.. then if her chem can't cope.. then how? but at tj.. there'll be MEP.. which solves the problem.. maybe if it were me in her shoes.. i would have chosen tj. but she has other problems too.. vjchoir.. i don't know nehhs.. hope she can come to a decision soon ((: all the best, gal! i know u won't regret, whatever choice you make in the end. saw many clothes.. lol.. saw this school skirt sort of dress.. eve tried.. lol.. quite cute.. but she really looks too mature la.. =P.. hehe.. wanted to try it on.. then decided not to. heh.. ooh yea.. and bought that pooh bear for ling.. wanted to buy november 7 de as well. but the shirt colour for the bear wasn't nice.. some sea green colour =X~ and yay! we took neoprints! hahax.. sigh.. my eyes aren't small.. it's cos yt and eve's eyes are too big okay!! hahaha.. and oops, i destroyed one of it when i tried to write something :S~ lol.. then we sort of made it into a lamer sign.. loll.. like wallace's "L"s..hee.. hai~ really miss the 2 of them.. but nevermind. glad we had the outing! lolx.. so fun!! hehe.. how i wish we can have another one in the hols again.. but tingg gotta help her mummy out.. nvm.. we will watch the movie somehow someday!!! and hopefully when the day comes, the movie is still on!! !_!~ don't let it be another seoul raiders.. lol..
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extremely happy that i have new scores to play!!! yay!! thanks to justin!!! *ny de..* haha.. kept pestering and he finally photocopied for me yesterday.. got forbidden love, canon in d *DONT LAUGH* and an jing!! hahahahahha.. i'm very dumb la.. this songs may be very outdated to you.. but i really want to play them! yEA!!! so cool.. was playing an jing over and over yesterday.. then marriage d'amour.. felt really good! hehe.. lovee the piano..
anyway.. really envious of people who can impromptu or just figure out chords and melody on the piano straightaway.. after they've heard the song.. it's just an inbuilt talent ba? i really don't have it. very sad. feel very sad. even people who don't learn piano can play the piano beautifully.. so.. the world is filled with people who can play the piano beautifully........ sighh.. for me.. i can play pieces nicely too la.. i'm not being complacent.. but sometimes, in the midst of playing, i just have this strong feeling that i'm going so well with the flow of the music and am really truly enjoying the piece as it is.. but this kind of feel doesn't come all the time.. just sometimes. heh.. alright.. nevermind.. i shall play the piano for myself, for my own enjoyment.. i never wanted to really shine in this area anyway.. i mean.. i never regarded music or piano-playing really very seriously before.. it's just another thing that makes me.. happy? i'm not sure.. but it's still a kind of regret when you realize that you can play the piano well.. but you don't have the special talent for it. haha..
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met up with tian, cheryl, tiff, kitson and jonathan today.. to settle the bbq.. we had lunch, then went to ntuc to check out the prices.. cheryl recorded down the prices~ lolx..and we started drooling over the ice cream.. example ben & jerry's, and some rocky road stuff, and some cake thingy. lol.. and we continue to crap around.. loll.. i really want to eat ice cream! SIGH~ heh.. tiff said she'll be late.. so we decided to da fa shi jian~ hehe.. when tiff finally came.. after we shopped around white sands.. *roll your eyes, please* we set off to prp to settle the bbq pit.. realized that we couldn't book bbq pits on saturdays *argh*, so decided to book on another day.. after that, we went to tm!! cos we wanted to take neoprints~ lol.. kitson and tiff went hm tho.. so the 4 of us carried on and went to take neos! yea~ surprisingly didn't have to wait for too long! normally the tm's pretty in tokyo is fILLED with people.. lol.. anyway.. the prints came out fine! very nice in fact. hehe.. ((:~ YEA. i want take more! lol... shang yin leRx..
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i just will never get to understand some people. shall forget about trying to understand.. there's something called frequency.. yepps. it's sad. why are people like that? i think it's really something wrong with me. it really isn't the first time. i feel awful. sigh.
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heh. thanks for making me smile! lol. never expected it. hee. it's really nothing. something real small. but i smiled! whee~
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wat nonsense. ARGHHHHHS. mai hp is hanging on mii. hanging on mii.. hanging itself.. getting hung.. wateva wateva wateva. im in this weird-i-dun-feel-nice, im-tired-of-being-nice, im-feeling-used, im-actually-feeling-sorrie-for-maiself, i-despise-maiself-man mooooood now.
GREAT!!!!! mai phone has hung again! for the 2nd time! at the same place! cos i forgt mai memory is full cos outbox too mani msgs.. inbox too manii msgs.. so cannot send msgs.. den it decides to hang on mii.. LALALA. its unfair larhhs. but i jux feel like ranting. im being unfair now. i jux want to feel wat i want to feel now and stop thinking of yabadabadoox. eg there are ppl worse off den mii.
sumtimes it gets sickening when u keep doing sum stuff. nvmx. i haf a blog. im ranting everything out now. trashing everything out. yepps. ttx the whole pt of having one ehhs. to voice out everything ttx stUCK in ya heaRt.
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on a friendlier note.. saw sth farnie on the bus.. kae.. nt sae farnie.. but hmmmx amusing? loll.. on the bus, gt this j1 frm ny who has a fren wif her frm sum other sch whox coming to ny to crash.. den on the bus there were aso 2 more j2s.. so this gal was telling her fren ny's uni is lidat.. hmm yea.. den dey tok on.. i didnt mean to eavesdrop la seriously.. but dey were beside mii.. i cldnt help but ting dao marhh.. hehe.. paisehpaisehhx. anw, one of the j2s did sth swt.. he offered a seat to an old lady.. its like.. he saw this empty seat, den he went to it.. thot he will sit down, but he tapped an old lady's shoulder and asked her to sit. lol.. then the 2 gals were like: orh, so sweet! hahaha.. i was smiling awae. cos yarr. hahaah.. i dunno. mabbe im weird. or im having a fever.. aka im siao la. uknoe. yepps. haha.. lalax.
okae. feel abit btr now.. got things off my chest. shall cont to be e im-nice-and-helpful mii again tmr. but think i shldnt b too obliging.. i mean.. think ppl will tk mii for granted.. nt like im oh-so-noble.. but i knoe i'll end up being used larhhs. nt like i've nt experienced it b4. oh ladadadalaaRrrRrrXx.
irresistible. yeshyesh. rmb tt dae's nick=gottasnapouttait. hee. lalalax.
PS. hehehe.. yiting told mii sth abt sly getting married. lollx.. so farnie.. suddenly reminded of his voice when i heard his version of i dream. lol. realized tt the same kinda feelings are flowing bck. sumhow.. his voice is special la. waiting for his album. but yepps. over the oh-man-i-lurve-sly phase larhhs. lol. nt so crazii over nethingx now.
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the slowest idiot on earth!! hahahahahax.. jux realized can chg mai font n colour.. okae!! dun sae im slow! PLEASE!! DONT! lol.=P=P hehehe.. lalala~ so happie ive finally discovered this fact.. i shall chg everytime den! yay!! can gt rid of the owix-seeing-the-same-mudane-font+colour=sianded-feeling liao~ hahaha.. call mii dumBx. hahahx.. i do like verdana font.. but sumtimes too round liaox.. see le feel irritated. =P xP~ kieex.. shall round up here den! tatatata!
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[10 Mar 2005|01:58pm] |
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heyaax.
dun feel like typing in proper again.. shall type like i wish to and like da las entry.. it mabbe irritating wif manii shortforms i invent and without captial lettas.. but its the most comfortable for mii so i shall stick to it.. esp when im feeling.. i dunno wat nehhs. hahax.. cant sae im in a bad mood or sian mood or wateva weird mood.. kae.. jux wan to do things i feel the most comfortable wif and live for maiself~ trallalaax.. i wann gt a blogspot accnt too! aww.. unfaithful to lj.. but i see so manii other bloggies wif nice cursors, nice bg, nice taggboard, nice blarhblahblaRhx. i aso wan! lol.=P shall wait for e time when tingg has time to help mii make.. thnkies ehhs gal! ((:~ heex.. lalalalalala~
having negative thots!! how?!! i dunno.. suddenly thot of negative x negative = positive. verii lame larhhs.. but its a true fact. its mathematically proven! arrghhs. why am i even toking abt MaThS?!! sighhhx. mux haf a more positive approach twds maths larhhs but i will nvr bring maiself to lurve it! haha.. i will wrk for the sake of an piao liang de A on mai A lvls results slip~ lol.. think too far le barhhs. anwx.. shall realli start mugging soon! woohoOtx!! news of da century..! chun will becum a mugger!! but anyhow.. mai negative thots are NOT related to academics larhhs.. loll.. abt sum other stuff. sighhs. nvm.. true frenx will owix stae. yepps. ttx wat i believe, tell ppl to believe, and will cont to believe. heh. altho i feel sianded n tired.. shall rmb tt there are manii others out there for me. yea! =) so i shall haf an even number of negative thots in order to bcum positive again!
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anw stomach was creating havoc todae.. feeling abit btr now.. sighhs. dreading the fers dae nehhs! i will haf the worst cramps again when it comes! arghhx. it has been procrastinating! the perf over lerx.. faster come and let mii get it over n done wif.. dowan to b stuck at hm during hols jux bcos mai stomach is bz doing flipflops all over and is wrenching and twisting itself. arghhhhs.
read priyanka's bk-- secrets. hehe.. verii interesting bk! hee! realli enjoyed it! lollx.. reading another one now-- every boy's got one by meg cabot. hahax.. seems gd so far~ hehex.. lurrve reading!! whee! hehe..
did this weird survey thingy for civics todae~ hahax.. related to occupation de larhhs.. anw.. here's a list of occupations i wld like to b! hehe.. jux a list larhhs.. nt based on ability or credibility..
*pSycHiAtRiSt/psYcHolOgIsT!!!
*cArtoOniSt!!!!
*eNtReprEneUR- oPeN a shOp wHicH sElls toYs!! oPeN a shOp tt hElPs wRap gIfts uP nIceLy!!
*kiNdeRgaRtEn teAcHeR~
*wRitEr?!
*aStrOnOmEr
*wOrLd rEnOwNed pIanIst!!! waaa.. this one is realli far fetched! lolx. i knoe i wont b able to put in so much hard wrk and effort!! hehe.. nt ez!! def extremely difficult!
*wRk iN a thEaTrE!! bE it oNstAge oR bCksTaGe!!
*sOcIal wRkEr/cOunSellOr
hehehe.. yeaa.. the list isnt verii long larrhhs hahax.. lalala~
shall sign off now barhhs! to cont to read mai bk! hehe.. tmr is almox the las dae of mai fers 3 mths in ny lerx! siGhx. nvMx. it will nvr b the official las dae in ny until the postings are out. SIGH. at least im nt feeling scared or nervous of wat sch i will zhong4. cos i knoe i will b fine with either! hahaa.. tralalax. in any case.. i will def nt cry. haha.. unless im realli sadd abt parting wif ny frenx n leaving ny?!! okae. bie xiang leRx.
tata!!! *WaVeS*
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[09 Mar 2005|08:36pm] |
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hiyaaxx~
it's been a loong loong time since i realli updated.. my aim for the nite was to update mii journal den try to squeeze sum time to study econs.. loll.. havent been studying anything at all lorrx.. shant repeat my mistakes.. i cant afford to nehhs.. but seems like history keeps repeating itself.. mabbe ive gotten much too lazy tt i cant kick this habit off.. hahax.. but of cos.. i knoe wif mai own yi zhi li i'll b able to realli study. its jux a matter of whether i wan to do it or not. sumtimes i cant even understand maiself. sighhx. kaex.. so i shall realli try mii best to gt down to studying tmr? seem to b post-poning alllll the time.
anwx.. didnt carry on wif da original plan nt cos was too bz chatting.. i mean, yepps, i was chatting.. but nt jux plain chatting.. more of trying to counsel larhhs.. hahax.. chu n jun.. hmmx.. for chu.. i think its realli inevitable la.. drifting awae frm frenx.. esp psch ones.. is almox 100% dex.. if u go diff sec schs.. its realli diff to gt tog again.. sighhs.. for jun.. its sum other complicated thing.. jun.. no matter wat it is.. dun b so negative okae.. im sure all ya close frenx are concerned okiex.. its jux tt sumtimes ppl may gt too caught up in their own troubles i guess? and its like mabbe these 2 mths haven communicated much as well.. yepps.. dun think so much alright? in any case, u still haf mii! feel free to unload any troubles unto mii kaex? and cont to tk loadsa care! *hugx*
continuing da entry todae~ typed the fers 2 paras ytd.. anwx.. sposed to finish typing den call tingg.. sumhow slipped outta mai mind.. tingg.. these few daes u verii tired n sian n sadd izzit? judging frm ya bloggie larhhs.. heyys.. tkkairex okaex.. mux zhao gu zi ji arhhs!! quite worried aft reading ya blogg.. yeaa.. but we all haf times when we feel run down and tired and completely defeated.. so long we gt to cheer up again, the sun will shine in again kiex? life goes on anw.. sumtimes i wish time can stop a while and let mii catch mai breath b4 gg on.. but obviously its impossible.. wateva it is, stae positive okae? i knoe it realli does gt tiring owix being enthu and happie and jumpy and hyper and everything.. i gt blues on sum daes too.. feeling realli tired.. and wondering if im putting on this fake mask everydae.. but sumhow or rather.. even if i go to sch wif a decidedly bad mood, sumhow or rather i wld gt cheered up.. dun ask mii why.. cos i reali dunno the ans.. sum minor thingy or wateva wil sumhow gt my mood up again.. weird larhhs.. loll.. yea.. stae optimistic yarr! but therex owix a time to vent ur frustration and put on a black face as well!! otherwise it'll b unhealthy.. keeping things all bottled.. yepps.. so aft writing everything out and aft feeling all the anger/sadness/frus/resign-ness [no such wrd i guess]/tiredness........ write it all out and forget abt it yepps? =) and wateva it is, jux feel free to unload onto mii! okae.. nxt time u ask mii to call u i wil larhhs okae? paisehx for todae! hehe.. tkkaire huhx!! abt the rumours stuff.. wellx.. the best thing is jux completely heck care. selective hearing! selective seeing! and when u gt hm, u cut out a piece of paper wif the shape of a man, write the respective irritating names on the men [presuming u cut out manii pieces of paper wif the shape of a man], den begin to slam these small paper men wif ur shoe. da xiao ren! muahaha! =P~ rumours WILL subside. sumhow or rather. trust mii. ive been thru this road. lollx.. realli.. rumours are simply the most irritating things in the world.. one of the most poisonous stuff as well.. but u jux hafta choose to ignore and NOT gt the venom kae? cos u mux nt let the person spreading rumours gt the perverse pleasure in seeing u squirM. i knoe its hard. i knoe its darned difficult. but jux hafta bear wif it!! sumhow! sum wae! by hook or by croook! hahax.. lolx. cheer up kiex? ((: at least u 2 are still as frenly wif each other as b4! ttx one thing tt u shld b verii qing xing abt alrighteys? =D
yeaa.. baiyungang'o5 has ended! im happie!! sadd as well.. loll.. sighhs.. suddenly everything is over! mai life is empty again?!! lollx.. can go hm while the sun is still shining liaox.. think all of us had wrked realli verii hard! yea!! ny ccs rox!! rock on ppl! and ni wen dao le ma pple!! we did it YEA?! =) haahx.. well done!! think everyone of us realli rock mann.. excluding mii larhhs.. where gt ppl so bhb deRx.. sae ownself rock~ lol.. im not a rock. im a pebble! i wan to b small! arHHhs! no link. lol. honestly i dun think i realli fu chu alot?? mai role is realli verii small n insignificant larhhs.. so i cant realli feel tt heavy stone off mai chest in terms of mai role.. but feel it for our whole ju! ttx e thing.. sighh.. but do feel da pressure off.. manii times felt useless n like crying when cldnt gt tt darned scenes right when its like.. yarr.. one tiny role and stuff cant go right. wateva. its over now!!! =D hooray for all pple involved in baiyungang'o5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =] ^_^~
the thing abt putting tj as mai fers choice.. i dunno.. anyhow.. gt this strong feeling tj doesnt wan mii.. wateva.. i'll b happie wif either tj or ny ba? but if its tj i'll begin to feel reAlli sErIouslY scAred AND sAd. sighhs.. insecurities gonna visit mii again. wat the. sighhs. i HATE it. i realli dun like starting all over again. its gonna b tt kinda unsafe, unwanted, totally no security feeling again! siGhx. who says i'll get to go there? sian. hahaha.. nvm. WATEVA.
gotta go now!!! to bathe! CYA!!!
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Ah, I vudd suggester SWEDISH as jor langvedge to
spiek.
What language are you supposed to speak?
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can u believe it? but im jux gonna put this quix up as an entry.. hahaa.. dun feel like updating too much these few daes..
HAPPIE B'dAE, huIlInG!! ((: haf a gorgeous bdae todae yea ling? =)
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